do you love me? will you hold me close? i want warmth, touch, care, safety, love, care, warmth, pleasure, hatred. i want you. i want you to touch me, i want to be dissected and infected. will you eat my infection? i chew the meat on your bones. pick the wound out of my back. it's snowing outside, look! it's so pretty. i love snow. yeah, it's cold. but we have eachother to keep us warm. do you want to go cuddle up on the couch and watch a movie? no? what about going outside? yeah you just said it's cold, i mean it is. but we can bundle up. no? okay. what do you want to do? ..what? why? my feelings are hurt. why don't you want to be around me? that was hurtful. did i do something? what do you mean just be me? i'm sorry i'm crying. can i have a hug? no i'm sorry i didn't mean to flinch on purpose, i'm so sorry, that's not what i meant to do. no i'm not trying to be manipulative i just jumped on accident. i just wanted to watch the snow. please, i just wanted to watch the snow. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. please stop that hurts. please? i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you. we are wounded and i love you. you are wounding me and i love you. rip it stitch by stitch just to sew it back up and kiss it. rip me apart so i can feel your love. i don't know how to feel love without being hurt. thats the duality of me. i love that you hurt, i love hurting you. can you feel me clawing at my infected wound you inflicted?

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