01/29/25
notable: went to ER
lung pain
vaguely remembered, was at a park with a friend & the inhaler i was prescribed in real life, that i haven't picked up yet. i was talking about not having asthma, and bitching about getting prescribed an inhaler for no reason and then my friend takes it from my hands to look at it and i feel my throat close. i remember just staying silent, on purpose out of shame until i couldn't breath and my friend started stepping away with it. she was like "oh, do you want this?" and purely out of spite i shook my head and let myself suffocate. woke up coughing vigorously and also gasping for breath.
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